A Hope...more than that..A PROMISE

I admit it..I'm scared! The Daily Bread Delivered "kitchen" (only put in quote because it’s not presently real!) is being delayed and not for the first time. But, once again there is hope for one, and I'm praying!

I didn't name my post "A Hope...more than that..A PROMISE" because of the hope for a kitchen...It’s because of something I feel like God taught me this morning (although early, I was taught, and more than once this is the time God teaches me most). I was reading in Romans- "Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword?"

I have a fear, and that being a sin I know it's something I have to confess. Ultimately I fear of failure with DBD. I can say it to you in words that describe different things I fear..but really, it all boils down to, I FEAR FAILURE.

But, as a Child of Christ, I have a hope...more than that I AM PROMISED that, "In all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us....Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord" (a continuation of the quote previously stated) Romans 8:35-39.

This means to me that even though there is a chance that DBD will totally flop, that the "little Pace" family will suffer, that I will disappoint, that I WILL FAIL (all the things I am afraid of) ...The one thing that REALLY matters presently and in the future, not only that, for eternity is that The God of ALL Gods, The One and ONLY One who matters, has a future for me that is PROMISED because I am His chosen child...He promises me a future I can't imagine, I can't fathom, and I will undoubtedly forget throughout my life here on earth but that doesn’t change a dang thing...He is trustworthy, and is holding me despite my doubts and rejection of Him.
A wise guy recently told me (in so many words) when I was serching for a "sign" to know weather I should continue with Daily Bread...don't look for a sign Mysti, you've been given all you need...the Bible, a PROMISE, and the gift of making decisions on your own...Trust in Him through whatever you face (even the hardships because their bound to happen)...He will handle the rest, He’s in complete control.

All this to say I am, more than words can express, thankful for the PROMISE I have been given.
I will continue in a search for the kitchen, and continue in what I love to do here on earth...hoping and praying that I am enabled to "serve others, faithfully administering God's grace to others...w/ God's grace that’s been given to me."

Its like everyday is Christmas!

There are new things happening everyday for Daily Bread Delivered. It's so true that everyday feels like Christmas. I wake up and think, what will happen today?
Adventure upon adventure...challenge upon challenge, and blessing upon blessing...I have begun to wonder if this is how it will be from now on..or will it all become hum drum after a while like most new exciting things end up. I hope and pray not...but I guess all I can say to that is not matter if it does, God has my future in His hands...and I am not to fear...He promises good, and I can trust that.

I am in the process of getting a commercial kitchen right now. This is probably the biggest commitment (besides the life time commitment to my husband of course!) that I have made...I’m not going to lie, its scares the "snot" out of me. But I really think that it’s a good opportunity, God has blessed and confirmed too much for me to just give up, plus I love it! Crazy feeling: I feel like things are going so fast, and slow at the same time...I haven’t had time to see the progress from when I starting in January which has been ALOT!...but then I continually catch myself saying WHEN AM I GOING TO HAVE A KITCHEN!??!! HURRY UP!! hehe

I hope to keep you up dated on the kitchen progress...but won't promise anything. My record isn’t the best at keeping up with my blog..

Thanks for reading! :)